tough decisions

About 2 months my football coach offered me the chance to move up to queensland and try out for a team in the queensland cup and hopefuly increase my chances of playing first grade, and last night he needed to know my answer so he could tell the boss up there so they could get stuff ready for me (accomadation). This is something that i have been thinking and praying alot about, there are so many things in my life right now that are going great, tafe is so much fun, alisha and i have been going out for 3 months now and being away from her would drive me crazy. But i made the decision last night that "i would" take the chance and move up to queensland and try out.

This is probably going to be the toughest time in my life, moving away from home, away from friends and family, away from alisha. I know if i work really hard and really want it that i can have a good chance of getting in but there are so many things that could hold me back. Firstly i need to put on some weight, the size i am right now would give me no chance of making an impact so that's something that i need to do before i go. Also tafe if i finish this year then i receive my certificate 4 for swedish massage but i really want to finish the course and go to uni and become a physio, so that is a sacrifice that im going to make if i really want to play football. But my greatest fear about moving away is being away from Alisha for so long, the past 3 months have been the greatest time of my life she is such and awesome girl just seeing her smile makes me the happiest person in the world. Being away from her for that long would drive me insane, there has been talks about she moving up there with me but now that she has started her new job i don't want her to reck her chances of getting a better or permenant job.

It's still a long time till i have to move but if nothing serious happens till then then it looks like im going to queensland. I just hope its what God wants me to do with my life and its the right decision for everyone that is involved.

stuff

Hey all you ppl out in blogger land, not much has been happening in the life on sinkers recently, i have been on tafe holidays for the past 2 weeks so its been fun catching up on all the tv that i have missed, and just bludging around the house doing nothing. I have been trying to start on a weight program to help put on some weight so im ready when i move to queensland and so i don't get snapped like a twig when i go play with the big boys.

today was the first day that i went out with someone during my break, my friend luke and I decided we would go to castle towers to go see the longest yard. So off we went, when we got there we found a huge crowd of ppl waiting to see other movies and thought stuff it and went and bought some maccas and hired the best of the footy show 2004, so very funny things something that would have to be bought at a later date.

State of origin is on tomorrow hopefully the blues go continue what they did in game 2 and win the series 2-1.

Its my friend mel's birthday today so happy birthday mel hope you had a good day

this is another edition of sinkers stories cya.